I sometimes wonder

I sometimes wonder if 

the thoughts that house you 

every waking hour of my day, 

will somehow be crowded out by 

increasing worries that come my way 

as the days, weeks, and months pass by.

I sometimes wonder if 

the affection I harbor for you, 

will continue to grow deeper as we 

both grow busier with the tasks 

thrown at us every given week.

I sometimes wonder, 

since we first met,

if the number of thoughts we share

are growing or dying out,

as we come to know each other more,

and get comfortable in the patterns

we see each other show.

I sometimes wonder if 

the fact we're figuring 

each other out is boring us 

into soon complacency and 

we won't be able to shake it off

except through God's guidance.

I sometimes wonder if

you're still the only cloud in the sky

that makes me smile 

the way I do.

I guess in the future

I'll continue to wonder,

as God continues to guide us through.

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This is a positive poem. Bit more resigned as the months, and eventually years, pass on, but I'll be all the better for it. We'll be, I suppose.

Cheers!