Falling through my memories

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And once again, I'm doing my routine stroll through Memory Lane. So far, it's a warm feeling. I'm aiming at particular memories, ones that I want to hold on for the rest of my life. What those memories are, I'd rather not say on such a public spectrum but let's just say that the music I'm about to link you all to will more than make up for what I don't say with my very own words.

My feelings may be lying to me about what I want to do with these particular memories in the future, but somehow it doesn't matter. It seems right. What I do next may put me well into a path I know I can't turn back from. But I'm ok with that. Like I said, it seems right. Only the Heavenly Father knows what is best and what lies ahead of me. I can trust though, that whatever may happen from what I decide to do, He will be there. I've been indecisive all my life, and I don't want to be that way for much longer. Somehow, all this will be alright in the end.

What we do in life echoes for eternity right? I better make this a good decision then. But then again, it's alright - it seems right. It all just seems right.

I sound like a broken record right now. I think a few words and a couple of tracks will better express all this. Cheers.
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I stand still -
calm, silent, waiting
with a smile to accompany
me as I look to the future.
                       It may be
that I may never experience this again.
        It'll be fine. It'll be ok in the end.
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Once again, CHEERS!

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