Thoughts of a Violinist Giraffe

I feel troubled and uncertain, yet blissful and unburdened when I chance upon your presence in person or in mind. Why do you plague me so? What is it that makes me question my thoughts more and more during each waking point of my life? Let me rest my soul, so I can find time to think and pray, and wonder, maybe, what to do in light of the circumstances. My thoughts are blurring places in place of you. What else can I do? Let me think this through. ~~~~~~~~~~ Not much to say. Same old, same old. Cheers!

In a little less than a few hours ago, I found myself performing for the University-wide General Assembly. A mash-up of Airplanes by B.o.B. ft. Hayley, and of Edge of Glory by Lady Gaga(?), I found myself playing my violin, rapping and  singing. It was a rather strange experience for me, since I never assumed that I'll be able to perform for such a large audience. Despite it's strangeness, I enjoyed the feeling of having accomplished something. It's been awhile since I've performed for people, and not in the context of a church. I'm still feeling rather jittery, which seems natural I guess. I'm contemplating performing again this year, but for now, I'll enjoy what I've just gone through. School's given me enough on my plate as it is... I'm glad to have experienced this - if I get another chance to do so, that's fine too, but I don't plan on getting famous. Life is about the experiences, in my opinion. Here's a little ditty for thos...