Thoughts of a Violinist Giraffe

Considering the large amount of time I have on my hands, I feel it is only right that I start up on my long, enduring love of music once again. To do so, I took the effort to install FL Studio - a very trusty program for making music. It can do all sorts of things other than letting you put your vocals into the song - which is something I could never seem to do no matter how many times I tried. But in any case, I use it as a perfect venue to let out my musical endeavors and thoughts; it's the only thing I have with me that allows me to let it out anyway. I have no access to a guitar (no money) to do it "organically". Hopefully, I'll be able to make a demo of my work - past and present - by the end of the semester, or at the very least, the end of the school year. I've always wanted a physical copy of all the work I've ever done in the years I've actively gotten into making music and lyrics. It gives personal satisfaction to me as a musician. I also int...

To know that I have time less of, is knowledge I'd rather forgo. I can live with the blinding fact of ignorance to what others know. I don't want to grow old. To forget would be criminal - losing time that once was mine. I suppose I do not know what I want, were it not for moments so seemingly endless yet, so final... so sublime. I rather think I'll be fine, since eventually I'll come to accept what time I have left in this world. It seems to me that all I see grows cold. To think of life as timeless - for me, this thought - I hope I will never lose hold. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Evident inspiration from a recent viewing of "Never Let Me Go". Cheers